Sweet memory 1
First of all, I would like to admit this article is based on a true story which is happened in 1999. I changed the names of people who get involved.
There is a girl named ‘ W ‘. She has a crush and he means so much to her. Her crush name is ‘ T ‘. He is just a cool guy who only interests to study. Love is out of his world and ‘ W ‘ means a friend to him, not more not less. They are in the same class since 6th Grade. ‘ W ‘ is also a cool girl but love happens to her unexpectedly. As you all know, she can’t stop herself from fallen for him. She confessed her love to her friends and friends feel sorry to her as he doesn’t care her more than a friend. ‘ T ‘ might knows her feelings but obviously he doesn’t care about her.
Time passed by and years files so fast. Both of them are struggling hard for the final exam which is going to held in March. After the exam, there is no pledge for being together again. She can’t predict anything concerns her future. She is so confused, she thought ‘ T ‘ is too shy to express his love. She is dying to know whether ‘ T ‘ has feelings for her. ‘ W ‘ doesn’t want to let him go just like that. She wants to do something and she is hardly survive between love and conflict. She wants to ask him directly, on the other hand she knows she shouldn’t do such things. Her friends could sympathize her but there is nothing they can do. But they are ready to lend hands when she needs. ‘ W ‘ is a gal with full or surprises. No one could say what is happening inside her. She has her own plan to accomplish. She wants to handle her everythings with her own hands.
One day, very early morning her friends heard a bad news, terribly bad news that is ‘ W ‘ has been committed suicide. They don’t agree with it, it’s just so complex. Just What the heck is going on ? They don’t have other choice but to accept the truth. So her friends get the person who is carried out the news. They asked that girl what made ‘ W ‘ to do such thing, who did it to her, ….. many questions go to that girl. She said all she knows is that ‘ W ‘ loves ‘ T ‘ dearly. Her love for him is so deep inside, she can’t live without his love and finally she realized that he has no such love for her. She knows he doesn’t care for her just once, it’s the most horrible reason which push her to death. Her friends are heart broken, the whole gang feels the pain of loosing someone forever. They just confuse and keep on asking ‘ why, why, why ‘.
The school starts at sharp 9 o’lock. The class teacher comes into the class and she announced it officially. She said ” Collect the money for her funeral, I’ll visit to her home in this afternoon, lately I can’t contact to her parents. All of you guys pray for her with all your pleasure. Start singing National Song “. Everybody start singing the song and half way of the song we stop singing. Teacher look at everyone and said ” what’s wrong ?? hum, continue “. No one gives her attention, all eyes are at the front door. The class is silent, we are shaking and trembling. Teacher turns her back and look at the front door. Just for a glance the first word comes from her mouth is ” A ma layyyy !! “.
‘ W ‘ stands outside the class. She wears the school uniform, just white and green. She is gorgeous with it, she also put the TTC shield on her chest. Thing turns so complicated. All teachers come out and they take her into their private room. Then one of the teachers come and take the girl who carries the news along with her. The whole class is confused and they are discussing. Everyone wants to know what will come next.
The truth is ‘ W ‘ decided to test her crush. She wants to know how will he express when he knows she is dead. So she asked her close friend to distribute the news to him and everyone. Then she will come to school in late. She forgets about teachers and it’s the point that her plan doesn’t work. In fact, her crush arrives school 9:45 AM. When he arrives school, almost everything is settled down. This is the very first time in his life that he arrives school so late. As a result, ‘ W ‘ and her messenger must have to take their parents and sign in warning letter. The whole class is going to punch her to death but end with laughing out loudly. She wants him to know it, so she does it. Everyone feels for her but ‘ T’ is late and knows nothing. Her target has been missed.
Nothing changed between them. They are still good friends. Friends always mention about it in gathering party. It’s a history which cannot be rewritten. I must say ‘ the sweetest history I have ever seen ‘.
